What Will Never Be Said

You let me down.
You disappointed me
and broke my heart.

I miss you in my life.
Although, come to think of it,
you barely ever were.

And now I blame myself.
If only I would have
and if only I wouldn't have...

Then,
maybe,
you would want to know me.

Maybe some day you will.
For now,
I am done
trying, hoping, waiting.